yester-daze

I hung out with my family yesterday, mostly my nephew. I went home, and felt disgusted with myself. I ate way too much sugar, and crap. And we went and saw Transformers.

In a lot of ways, it was the greatest movie ever. The images of big killer robots were cool. But overall, the plot was so bloody stupid. It's really sad to me, that Hollywood can't create a story that is worthwhile. It's also disheartening and sad, that people lap up this garbage so quickly.

I'm really tired of everything that I see around me. I'm bored by this society, this world. I'm tired, I just feel so tired by all of it. I'm starting to feel like I don't want to come to the coffeehouse anymore. I'm sort of wishing I had never signed up for a shift at the spa either. I just want to get to the weekend relax.

I feel like I'm feeling more. Like ... I would always walk around and feel a certain constricted energy around my chest. But I feel different. I don't feel all that fearful energy.