Monday, July 2, 2007

spa

It's Monday morning, and I'm going back to work. I'm really tired of working. I'm worn out from it. I'm worn out from doing everything in my office.

I was looking at these pictures of Paris Hilton in Hawaii, and ... geez, I just really want to go there. I want to get away from all this.

I'm going back to the spa this Saturday, and I don't even know if I can do it. I don't even know if I can spend one day working on people. But then again, I think, I'm not going to really be doing that much massage. I'm going to be mostly writing.

Is it true that I am happy working a lot? If so, will I be wanting to do a lot of massage?

I just feel kind of emotionally spent from working. From everything. I don't know how to describe it. I'm sort of bloody bored with it all. I just want to go away somewhere. I want to just rest, and not work.

Maybe I should just quit, and never go back. That is the real problem. I am completely bored with what I am doing. It just bores the shit out of me, to have to go to that place and work. In fact, I think I might call in sick. In fact, that is a really wonderful idea. I think I am going to call in sick and take the day off. And work on my book. And do nothing. Maybe try to go get my Iphone.

Of course, I don't really want an Iphone anymore, or at least ... It all seems so petty and materialistic.

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