I drink to stay awake

It's Thursday night, and I'm drinking a cappucino. I've started doing that again, which is ridiculous. But, there I go.

It's interesting, because I need to leave my job, big time. I'm going to have big problems if I don't, because my evil supervisor is, well, evil. And I guess I'm going to have to ...

I wonder if I will be able to do massage full time? I wonder if it will wear me out. It's interesting, because I see myself writing a lot, like, spending my whole days writing and writing. But, will that happen? Can I stand to write 10 hours a day? Or will I just stick myself into the same ... rut that I've always been in?

I really want to write. I'm bored with everything else. I can see myself writing constantly, and ... recovering from doing massage the rest of the time.