sundaze

I'm at the coffeehouse, Rumor Mill. There is a creepy woman who comes in. Or I should say, she's not creepy, and doesn't seem creepy. But there is some vibe to this woman that I don't like. She seems really mean, like one of those women who come into the spa, who make your life miserable. She makes my skin crawl.

So I'm here early in the morning, and I'm working. I got here at 7:30 in the morning. 6:30. And I was the first one here, there was plenty of parking space in front of the building. The shop.

Before I came here today, I did my little Brain Age game, on my Nintendo DS. I did terrible, maybe because it was so early in the morning, but I am absolutely in love with it. The one thing I hate, is how they make you drawn things from memory. I hate drawing. But I am thinking about working on that too, to get my brain moving. It's really interesting, how the game gives you these exercises to activate your brain. I thought it would be good to play it before I got here to write.

I read a book at the bookstore, entirely, the whole thing while I was there. I love the fact that I didn't have to pay for the book. But, ... I'm actually getting interesting in reading again. I can't wait for Harry Potter, and the second John Twelve Hawks book is coming out.

This weekend has gone by so quickly. I can't believe all my vacation time is over. And yet, I still have so much time left. Maybe I shouldn't start working on the weekends again. Then again, I have so much time left. I could take a whole month off from work.

I will probably quit. I want to make more money. And I started to watch the TV show Medium, and I thought it was interesting. It reminded me of myself in some ways. I thought it was really interesting that she was kind of a screw up. Or, she couldn't find her place in the world, and kept thinking God was screwing with her.

That's how I feel sometimes. I can't figure out why I should be working, when I'm "meant" to write. But that's what I liked about the show, because I feel like the universse does have a plan for me, and that I just can't always see it. And I felt like saying to her, "Honey, there is a plan for you, don't be stupid." Of course, it's a TV show, and she figures it all out.

The guides were around last night, and I got a lot of energy off it. But ... it's so confusing, because I just go, "Shouldn't they be talking to me or something, like the 'Medium' girl?" But I'm just going to go with it. Also, it's really hard for my mind to not wander.

I jogged too, because I don't want to be this 40 year-old guy who dies of a heart attack.

I'm already kind of tired. It's funny, too, because I don't really feel like writing much. I might just sit here and read. But then again, I don't want to be pissed off on Monday, because I didn't get any writing done.