apartment

I found a new apartment over the week-end, and I'm having trouble deciding if I want to move in or not. I actually don't want to move into it, but I feel like I'm crazy, because it's huge. It's a one bedroom, and the price is really great.

Maybe I do need the change. I at least wouldn't have to worry about a rent increase, which my current management company is going to continue to foist on me. And that rent increase is a problem.

Maybe the reality of the universe is that I am stuck in a rut. At least if I got out of my current apartment, I could ... I don't know.

The new apartment isn't in as nice of an area as I live in now. I love my apartment, but I am stuck in a rut. At least in the new apartment, i would have room to walk around. Maybe I would get more writing done.

I hate it, though. I really hate that apartment, I can't move there. The area is gross, it's dark at night, there is no streetlighting. I guess the reality is, in a lot of ways, I need to move there, because I can't afford the place I live in now. In some ways, I need to move, because I am not financially keeping up with the rest of the world. I guess I need to start working on the book, because it's my only hope.