I want to work at Google

I want to work at Google. I'm thinking of sending them a resume, which is a problem, because I don't have a resume.

I just checked my computer, and sure enough, I don't have a resume. But I guess it is as good a time as any to recreate one. Maybe make it better, so I might actually get a new job.

What is it about working at a place, rather than for yourself, that makes one ... feel more secure? The security, I suppose, of having a job and a weekly paycheck. For example, massage ... I keep thinking about doing massage full time, but I feel like I would get very tired after a while. Sadly, I know I would.

I should work on my novel some more, and actually, I'm sure that I will. I certainly am not going to five up on it. Mostly because, I feel this huge pull toward writing. They said in an article on Google as a company, that they like to hire people who have outside interests. So I guess it's good that I like to write. Or that it is my real goal in life.

But I don't know what I would do at a company like Google, I guess if you don't have programming training, you're not going to go truly far in the company. Then again, that is not thinking outside the box. Maybe there is something fantastic that I could do, that would take me far in life.

All I know is, I'm tried of just working as a grunt at a company that will never appreciate me, seemingly.