sunday sunday

I'm at the coffeehouse, and ... I'm sort of thinking I shouldn't have bothered coming here today.

I'm sort of bored, and I don't really want to go back to work. Like always. There is some buy with a headset on, sleeping in one of the chairs, and older man. So ridiculous to come in here and sleep.

I wanted to eat something with sugar in it, but everything they have here is so gross. Which might be a good thing, because I only have 15 dollars left, and I don't want to spend any money this week. I blew all my extra cash at Trader Joes.

I took my car to the car wash today, and they did a horrible job. They didn't even wipe the bird shit off the door of my car.

I want to go to the store and buy something, that's how bored I am. It's funny, I just put 50 bucks worth of gas in my car, and I'm shocked that it cost so much. I think I've depleted a huge chunk of my savings this week, just paying off credit card debt. I'm supposed to get a raise that my union is negotiating, and ... at least I'll be able to put all of that money into my savings again. Plus my parents are going to give me money at my birthday, but ... the bottom line is I will have to go back to work soon. At the spa. All I keep thinking about is that I don't want to ever massage anyone again. I just want to put all of that money into the bank, so that I don't have to work if I don't want to work. I should just work harder on my writing.

I'm listening to my friend Arek's music, and it's pretty good. It's inspiring, to listen to something creative.

stupid daylight savings time

I'm so pissed. I moved my clock in the wrong direction for daylight savings time. So I got to the laundromat at 8 instead of six o'clock in the morning. I hate that.

I stayed home all day yesterday, and worked on my novel. It is such a weird experience to work on a book like that, because ... it's kind of depleting. It's like, you put all your energy into writing and ... I don't know. I guess I need to get out an recharge my batteries, but I didn't even want to go to the bookstore. I just stayed home. I'm going to go visit my family today, though, so that is something.

I guess I'm glad I'm focusing on the book, though, because I have been really lazy ... well, my whole life. I really need to finish this thing, badly. I have to move on with my life.

I watched the movie "Shoot 'Em Up." I thought it was kind of ridiculous and stupid, even though it had Clive Owen, who I love.